Rain, Rain

Rain, Rain, never go away

I could fit my mood to you any day

A Little

Feeling a little more like myself today, but something is still a little off.

“I never liked this apple much. It always seemed too big to touch.”

Not Myself

I don’t feel like myself. I don’t know how to get back to myself. I was myself in October and September and then November stole me away. I hope December gives me back, but I don’t have a good feeling, at least until school is over.

So

I’ve been busy and out of town the past few days, and not motivated at all. This will get rolling again soon.

It’s

going to be a good week.

Thoughts

I want to see 2012 and I think it would make me feel similar to what Jonathan Harris describes here.

It’s like I can go chase fanciful ideas that probably do have some amount of truth to them but no possible way to know when it may become fact, or keep on living as if undisturbed. If there was concrete knowledge of some imminent disaster would we really change the way we live? Although this kind of thing fascinates me it seems pointless to get seriously concerned about it. It wouldn’t be preventable and we probably couldn’t take enough precautions to make a significant difference in how it impacts us. While it seems naive to go on living nonchalantly there really is not much else to do.

Wigs

I can’t help but laugh when I see these pictures. They’re just so absurd. Excuse my dust and unedited pictures but I just wanted something to laugh at. I need more wigs. I think this was probably around February 2008 or so.

Saturday

My least favorite day. I don’t have a good feeling.

No Pressure

I don’t feel any pressure when it comes to academics lately. I’ve been scraping by with the bare minimum for weeks now. I have a’s and b’s grades but Columbus State University fails to arouse any kind of motivation or pressure to do schoolwork in me. I am hoping I’m prepared for UGA and can just jump back into the same kind of routine I had at SCAD, but this laziness is scary.

As far as photography goes, I haven’t been very motivated to pursue it either. I was really on top of things in October and it slowly tapered off, but getting in that kind of funk is not as unusual and a lot easier to bounce back from. Once school is out I’m pretty sure that will pick up again.

I just can’t feel the pressure any more.

Numb

“I soon discovered that God has dealt a tragic existence to the human race. I observed everything going on under the sun, and really, it is all meaningless—like chasing the wind.”- King Solomon, Ecclesiastes 1:13-14

Ecclesiastes will always be my favorite.